Lately I've been so depressed, and that's not normal for me. It just occured to me that I can't go to the homecoming Dance at my old school, my friends are trying to get me someone I could go with, but they won't be able to find anyone, no one would want to go with me. All I hear is that I'm pretty, but when I look in the mirror, I see this girl that looks like a 'wild nature' girl that is mysterious.

And what guy wants a girl who looks like she's mysterious? That's not what guys want these days, most don't even get to try to know the girl they like, (and no offence to the guys who do, but a lot don't).

And my writing doesn't seem that good any more. My mom has been horrid lately, apparently, I'm not allowed to be angry, or it's 'having and attitude'.

And that was just a rant...and now I feel ashamed because this journal makes me sould conceded and like I have no self-esteem.